Beyond the Smile
Moving Forward: Life After Losing My Parents
Life has a way of testing us in unimaginable ways, and losing my parents was one of the most challenging moments I’ve ever faced. It felt as though the ground beneath me had vanished, leaving me to navigate an unfamiliar world without the people who had always been my foundation. Despite the pain and overwhelming grief, I realized that life doesn’t stop. Moving forward became a necessity, not just for survival, but to honor their memory and the love they gave me. Each step I take now is filled with intention—finding strength in my memories, creating new experiences, and embracing the future while holding onto the lessons they taught me. Though the loss has left a permanent mark, I’ve learned that healing doesn’t mean forgetting; it means learning how to carry their presence with me as I continue to grow and live fully.
My Dad
Coping with the Loss of My Dad
The loss of my dad in November 2008 was a moment that changed my life forever. Learning to live without him hasn’t been easy, but it has taught me lessons in strength, resilience, and the depths of love. At first, the pain felt overwhelming, like a constant ache that refused to subside. There were days where the grief was consuming, and I wasn’t sure how to move forward. Over time, though, I began to understand that his presence lives on in the memories we shared, the values he instilled in me, and the countless ways he shaped the person I am today. Learning to navigate life without him has been a journey—one of healing, reflection, and gratitude for the time we had together. While the loss remains, I’ve found comfort in honoring his legacy and carrying his lessons forward in my own life. Slowly but surely, I’ve learned that while he may not be physically here, his love remains a constant guide in my heart.
Living without my Mom
Honoring the Memory of My Mom: My Rock, My World
In October 2024, I experienced an unimaginable loss—the passing of my mom, my rock, my world. She was my guiding light, my biggest supporter, and the one I could always count on. Losing her has left an irreplaceable void in my heart and life, but I hold onto the love and strength she instilled in me. While the pain of her absence is profound, her memory continues to inspire me to live with kindness, resilience, and purpose. She may no longer be by my side, but her spirit lives on in everything I do, and I will forever carry her legacy with me.
My Guy!!
A Love That Took Me by Surprise
My guy – he was everything I needed, even when I didn’t realize it. He stepped up for my kids in ways I never expected, showing them love and support like they were his own. He has my heart completely, and every day I’m reminded of how lucky I am to have him in my life. I can’t imagine a future without him, and more than anything, I want to grow old with him, sharing every moment, every joy, and every challenge together. He’s my partner, my rock, and the love I didn’t know I was waiting for.